Hi everyone, (even though nobody reads this) anyways, I know I have not been on in a long fricken time, but just thought I should update this. Last time I was on I was graduating from High School, but now I am in college in my second Semester, and so far it is really fun, tiring sometimes but fun. My major is Photography, and I have so many drawing classes, I cant keep track of my homework. So yeah I am still friends with my little group of friends that I had in high school, I know that a lot of people that graduate dont really stay with their friends, but Im glad I am not one of them. I love still having my friends in my life. I go to school with three of them, one of them is on her own doing her own thang and then three other ones are going to different colleges, but one of them my best friend that I have had since kindergarten will be going to the same one that I am going to next semester, it will be so much fun having her there with me I have missed not being able to see her everyday like I used to. Also while being in college I have made two new friends, Im not really a person to talk to other people, I guess you can say Im shy, but Im happy to get to know these two new people. I miss High school a little bit, (I wasnt a person who really enjoyed high school, because of certain reason that I wont get into) but yeah I love being in college and actually doing something in my life. Well I guess that is it. Well even though nobody will read this, it was nice to get this out.

P.s. if you do read this...thanks :)

Do you ever get one of those days where you are just completely depressed and you cant do anything about it, well I have had that day all day today and it just keeps getting worse by the second and I feel like depression is going to over my head for awhile now. And I know people say that you need to find a way to get out of a slump, but that is not the case I have tried everything that I could think of from listening to my favorite bands, to watching my favorite shows and movies and to just trying to think of positive things and talking to friends but nothing is helping , and I hate it, but I think its because the thing that is making me so depressed is in the back of my mind just slipping into every activity and everything I do. And I just cant seem to stop thinking about it, it is fricken terrible, I fricken hate it.

DAMN DEPRESSION GO AWAY ALREADY I DONT WANT YOU AND I DONT LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :P     

So I'm at school and its going pretty well, but I still cant wait for school to be over, the upside is that I'm at the computers in my school and there is this really amazingly hot guy sitting next me hahaha I'm such a creep lol :D

So not going into my first class today, because I so tired and I dont feel like staying from 8 am till 10 pm this way Im only staying from 12:30 till 10 pm it will be great staying from those times. Well going to go back to bed till probably 10:30 or 11, I guess this is a night night :)

In school bored out of my fricken staying all day because I have to not because I want to I have to, it sucks but at least I get to do what I love and that is Photography <3 that is one plus, anymore I don't think so
:(      Well I'm off bye bye

Bored out of my fricken mind waiting for my next class, I just want to go home and sleep, waiting for tomorrow going to my old high schools football game cant wait it is going to be so much fun :D <3 well bye bye for meow.

Wow I have not been on this in such a long time I cant believe I even remembered all of my information for this lol. well for me everything has been good, I started college and it is boring besides one class and that is my photography class it is so much fricken fun I Love it :D well that is really all I wanted to say :D have a great night. Night night :D